[ The wording here is somewhat tricky but, with Rui's clarification, everything makes sense. Even an unintentional sound leaves the back of his throat in realization and he looks at his toy. ]
Erm... I'm not going to argue Rui's request. But wouldn't it make a little more sense to be a bit more thorough to figure out how much sensitivity there is? I mean, by starting more light~?
[ The sleeve is adjusted in his hands as he guides it up to his face. In spite of his attitude thus far, he doesn't hesitate pressing his lips to the end of his toy with the... uh... opening. Is this gross, trying to work it with just his mouth alone? It isn't as though much can be accomplished since he's not using his fingers as Rui requested. But... the tip of his tongue makes it past the bit of barrier which might qualify for something? Or is it not far enough for Rui's toy to register it? ]
[He's stuck watching Nazuna now, not even paying the dildo any mind. ...Though thankfully, it does seem to respond in kind, wiggling just a touch at the tip as if possessed.
But Rui doesn't notice. Doesn't really need to. He's just going to take in the sights thank you very much, pupils blown and mouth tucked into a serious little frown.]
[ It's difficult to tell if anything actually happened thanks to his laser focus on his own toy. If something did, well, it's not like it'd be too noticeable since this is literally the opposite of what Rui asked of him. So he's lowering the toy sooner rather than later, forehead wrinkling in thought.
He curiously tips his head, redirecting his attention to his precious guest. Where it should be. ]
Quite. To be quite honest with you, I might have been watching you instead of the toy.
[He's just gonna. Reach out and snatch the dildo up, thus making Nazuna's sleeve contract at the base, before setting it down in front of him.] Try it again, and I'll focus properly. I'm sorry to waste your time like this.
[ His eyes flit down at the toy as he feels something about it change in that fleeting moment. Well. That's not important. The toy is gingerly set on his desk before he grabs at the side of the chair nearest to him, turning the seat so its occupant faces Nazuna's direction. Nazuna sinks into it, getting his arms around Rui in a firm embrace. ]
You have never ever wasted a second of my time.
[ Unwavering, he draws back and gives his forearms a gentle squeeze. ]
If anything, I've wasted yours~? You gave me a pretty clear direction on how to test things and I didn't follow it. Sorry about that. I wasn't trying to be stubborn.
[ Perhaps a small smile can offer assurance? A couple wires had to be crossed to compel him to clumsily shove his tongue into a toy. And it had to look really silly... It isn't his goal to displease Rui like this, having him appear overly serious as he did. He picks up the sleeve once more and returns to the very edge of his bed. ]
But, um... If Rui-chin is worried about his focus... I think we can work around it. It's generally kind of difficult to keep track of two things at once, right? So maybe you could use your phone camera for reference~? I mean, if you have things recorded, you can use what you have for comparison. That'd come in handy if you decide you want to make an adjustment later, right?
Edited (STANDS UP i have no excuse) 2024-10-14 17:22 (UTC)
Nazuna-kun's completely misunderstood. You're always so earnest, even when I'm looking at you with this sort of gaze...
[Big talk for a man who's not looking at Nazuna at all, though he's smiling nonetheless. It's not even his normal Placeholder smile, but a muffled sort of excitement, lips quivering just a touch.] At this rate, any testing you do would distract me, I think.
Perhaps I need to clear my mind. What would your parents think if they knew I was thinking about their precious Nazuna-kun like this?
[Hee hoo. Hopefully that's enough to at least get across that it's not Nazuna's fault at all, but Rui's Dick's Fault. Always Rui's Dick's Fault.]
[ He purses his lips, preventing them from twisting enough to form a pout, trying to stay in place and not stand back up again. Having some resolve would do wonders in this situation. He would like it if Rui actually lifted his head a little. But this is fine! ]
I won't make you look at me but I expect you to hear me when I tell you that I'm an adult. Got it~? So it's not like they have any right to know what you think about me. All that matters is that I know what you're thinking about me.
[ Okay, his cheeks puff out a bit here. ]
It's not precious to be overly selfish, is it~? And I'm the one who wants to be on Rui-chin's mind for right now. So if he's distracted by something like that... I've got something to be kind of happy about? Except he's not here beside me like he should be~!
I know you're an adult, or I wouldn't even dare think of you in half the ways I do.
[Listen to him pouting away...Alright, Rui's resolve breaks and he finally resumes eye contact, still trying not to grin too hard.] Your tongue in the toy...Made me want to imagine it on myself, of course. I fear I'm getting impatient, because you're here with me...
[Which is his cue to perch on the edge of Nazuna's bed, pressed right up close beside him, gaze sidelong as he turns the dildo over and over in his hands.]
And I want to make you be even more selfish. I want you to be greedy with me, as much as you like. Even if that means that we swap toys, or we don't use them at all. [don't mind him he's just going to. casually put a hand on Nazuna's thigh now, humming idly away.]
[ Oh no. Rui is mentioning that. But Nazuna can't let himself get worked up over it! ]
I know I looked kind of ridiculous when I —
[ He abruptly cuts himself off, dumbly blinking, as he puts together Rui's full... Statement. Confession? Rui... liked... it? Maybe Nazuna hadn't appeared so stupid from his perspective if he inspired a thought like that? Making Rui impatient thanks to something besides boredom is an achievement.
[ Don't mind him shifting so he's just the tiniest bit facing in Rui's direction by the tiniest bit. Tiniest bit! Not enough to disturb the mattress or to truly make a difference. He even refrains from getting a look at the hand taking up residence on his thigh. ]
You're saying you're impatient and you want me to be as greedy as possible with you... So of course I want to give Rui-chin what he wants~? [ He tips his head as if to rest the side of it against Rui's shoulder. ] But if I'm going to be selfish... I want it so that Rui-chin can stay as long as possible. If we get finished too fast then you'll end up leaving sooner.
[ He looks up from underneath his fringe after feigning a sigh. ]
[The idea of Nazuna thinking he'd look ridiculous-- well, it's not impossible, probably, but how could he think that doing anything of that sort of nature, anything, wouldn't have this effect instead?
Rui's eyes widen with mania, and he turns just a little too, enough that he can bend down to kiss Nazuna's forehead without upsetting him off his shoulder. That's too cute, he's not ending that thank you. The positions they're in also mean that he's at peak viewing angle to cop that under-fringe gaze. Ooooooh girl, the way that sends his heart racing.]
Nazuna-kun~ [Even his voice is starting to strain a touch. But he's holding himself in check for now, at least.] I see your dilemma...And although I could promise to stay longer and longer, wouldn't it simply be best to reassure you this way? Because in the end, I want to stay longer too, so that really is what we both want over everything else.
Mmm...Then let's wait a little longer. [says Rui as he squeezes Nazuna's thigh a little too tightly to be civil, before he withdraws his hand altogether.] Shall we get back to testing things out, instead?
[ For the time being, he remains at Rui's side with his head on his shoulder. This probably isn't going to be ideal in the next few seconds yet Rui isn't putting space between them for some reason even if that hand of his is retreating. It may not be the case by tomorrow or when Rui does leave here... It may only be for now, truly, but Rui has decided that he loves Nazuna. So he wants to stay like this since the other boy seems content with it. He wants to be close to him, indulging in that selfish desire. ]
You did come out here for troubleshooting and it wouldn't be any good to ignore your hard work. So the least I can do is make sure that gets done, right~?
[ Meaning his gaze temporarily averts to the toy in his hands. ]
... Earlier you had asked me reach in, I think~?
[ Nazuna tightens his grip on the darn thing with one hand to free up the opposite one. No time is wasted and his index and middle fingertips both press carefully against the opening. Never mind this isn't a person he's dealing with; his pace is unhurried as fingers begin sinking inside. However he interrupts himself with another faint noise once discerning a slight problem. ]
This is a pretty snug fit~? [ And those fingers immediately pull out. He finally sits up a little, glancing at Rui. ] Um... Don't take that as a complaint. Okay~? If anything, it's obvious that'd be the case! It's not a design flaw.
[ Those same fingers are brought to his mouth for quick preparation. If he looks back down as he sucks on his fingers then that should make it less weird, God willing. Lubrication from an outside source would be ideal but Nazuna is not concerned about losing some skin off of his hand. Maybe he ought to say that before he's trying to work his fingers back in with a touch more vigor. ]
But I should at least be honest and say that it's not exactly like the real thing. If anything, it makes me want to real thing more~? So that's pretty clever... ♪
[ And he brings himself to say that so transparently, lifting his head back up, even with the flush returning to his face. He can spare a smile just for Rui.
Being knuckle deep inside the toy is its own lesson to not make this overly involved; he isn't going to start with erratic finger fucking. No, he's behaving and following Rui's original request to test "the vibration and angle part" of his partner's toy. His fingers barely curl along their confines, upward, as if they are feeling around for something. ]
[ohhhhhh how is he meant to pay any attention to the fucking dildo how is he meant to do anything other than watch Nazuna so raptly when he's giving it his all
Rui sucks in a shaky breath before holding the dildo right in front of his face to force it to be his centre of focus. Nazuna sucking his fingers and inserting them back in is only peripheral. Nazuna saying that even a sex toy, produced for pleasure over all else, is inferior to Rui's apparently loose hole is tucked away for later. He's locked the fuck in, watching for the most minute wobble as the toy sits atop his palm (to avoid stimulating the sleeve in turn).
Which it does. It's as if there's a wire skeleton inside, somehow. Don't ask me for the mechanics, I don't know how it'd work, I assume that Rui is simply that good. There's a little bend at the tip, then as Nazuna's fingers work deeper, push at different spots, it bends in response. Almost unnaturally at some points, but this is for authentic sensation, not for complete dick realism.]
...Mm. It certainly seems to be.
[So locked the fuck in by force is he, that his voice even sounds a little flat. Do not think about thine loins, boy!]
[ ... Ah. Rui's so focused that he's disconnected himself from everything else. The face he is making is too close to the serious one he rarely makes, anyway, which isn't the best sign. Nazuna wanted to be agreeable but he can't ignore the temptation to run interference and bring back Rui to Earth. He doesn't take long to pull his fingers out of the toy, trying to pretend there isn't a sting while doing so. ]
Rui-chin~?
[ The toy is set the side and Nazuna hoists himself up to his feet. ]
So you know it completely works properly now~? This means you don't have to worry about it anymore.
[ He claps his hands together twice with partial intent to snap Rui out of his daze. And those two fingers still... hurt a little. ]
I haven't been a great host so far. Do you want something to drink or eat~?
Ah-- yes. [he did NOT get spooked by Nazuna piping up he did NOT do not look at him! At least the jolt easily turns into happiness once more, now that the business end of this visit's been dealt with. The rest is for leisure, and lesireu he shall use it for indeed.]
Sorry, I was worried that I'd continue wasting your hard work by getting distracted, fufu~ You really are a sight...And it's not a matter of being a bad host when I invite myself over like this, is it?
[Dildo: now placed down on the bed beside him. Later. Later! For now, he's going to get up and shuffle on over to the bag he'd smuggled the toys in, digging around to pull out...a bottle of ramune, and a bottle of iced tea!] In fact, that's why I brought my own offerings. Since I'm the one imposing, it only felt right to spare you such worries.
...Besides. I want to be able to be relied on by Nazuna-kun, now and then. Consider this a baby step in that direction.
[ Thank goodness! Contact has been made with the mothership and Nazuna can ease up. ]
But you've done even more work~? The flexibility of that thing is really impressive. I still don't know a lot about stuff like that but even I can figure out what you did isn't standard. So that'd be the real attention grabber!
[ The sincere praise is put on hold as he curiously surveys his overly polite guest. ]
[ "I'll do my best to grow into someone reliable and trustworthy, for you."
Rui's fixation hasn't gone away. Even when it comes to something so simple like pulling out a drink for the both of them, Rui is desperately seeking for something from the bottom of his heart. Is it that, despite his genius, Rui's blind to the faithfully kindhearted person he happens to be? Even now, he has not realized that what he does isn't evil? Rui is just...
"You're so warm, and I'm quite the opposite."
He mindlessly licks at his lips, hands flattening over the sides of his star clad shorts. All this person is doing is talking about nothing at all yet it causes a pang deep in Nazuna's chest. After all this time he's spent with Rui, he has completely failed him. Of course Rui doesn't see the good in himself; Nazuna hasn't done the right thing to convince him he's perfectly dependable. How's he supposed to accomplish that... ?
"This is why I make dreams come true, instead of aiming for my own dreams."
It all has to be swallowed down. He can't insist he does rely on him and berate him for thinking otherwise. No, that's too callous. This is a conclusion Nazuna reaches within the time he blinks between the drinks and Rui. It's all in an instant. What he wants most has to also be his anchor. And his reminder to breathe.
"I want to keep growing." ]
Edited (i can't post a tag without having messed it up somehow gdi) 2024-10-19 18:03 (UTC)
Hehe... You really thought ahead. You knew that we'd be keeping busy once you got here~ ☆
[ He cocks his head, smile widening into a grin, with him trying to take the tea. The ramune has to be reserved for the one who likes it most. ]
It sounds like Rui-chin wants to be one of my courses so it makes a lot of sense that he'd bring a drink along. Now that is pretty exciting! Waiting to get a taste of Rui-chin is becoming unappealing, you know~? Because, well, just because I consider dessert the main meal doesn't mean it is! You have to wait for dessert, right~? ♪
[ Is it bad to say things like this without second guessing? These words are inspired by everything Rui always extends to him. They aren't cute but Nazuna says them out loud for this one person to hear. He wants him to know —
"Notice how I'm looking only at you."
— he can't confide such thoughts to someone he doesn't rely on. ]
Would it make things fair if I imposed too? Could I have dessert first... ?
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[ Which means he's going to take his toy, thank you very much! ]
So you aren't allowed to do that. Got it~?
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If you can reach into the depths of the toy, however you like, then I'd appreciate that. I'll see if I can feel any reaction on my end.
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Though-- 'Feel' might have been the wrong word entirely, since that would muddle the results. 'Observe' might serve better.
Unless you'd like me to feel it. I'd have to oblige such a gracious host.
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Erm... I'm not going to argue Rui's request. But wouldn't it make a little more sense to be a bit more thorough to figure out how much sensitivity there is? I mean, by starting more light~?
[ The sleeve is adjusted in his hands as he guides it up to his face. In spite of his attitude thus far, he doesn't hesitate pressing his lips to the end of his toy with the... uh... opening. Is this gross, trying to work it with just his mouth alone? It isn't as though much can be accomplished since he's not using his fingers as Rui requested. But... the tip of his tongue makes it past the bit of barrier which might qualify for something? Or is it not far enough for Rui's toy to register it? ]
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[He's stuck watching Nazuna now, not even paying the dildo any mind. ...Though thankfully, it does seem to respond in kind, wiggling just a touch at the tip as if possessed.
But Rui doesn't notice. Doesn't really need to. He's just going to take in the sights thank you very much, pupils blown and mouth tucked into a serious little frown.]
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He curiously tips his head, redirecting his attention to his precious guest. Where it should be. ]
Hey, Rui-chin~? Did it work at all?
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He's been caught out. Rui lets out a sheepish little noise and turns away suddenly, heels bouncing against the floor.]
...You might have to do it again. I was-- distracted. I'm sorry.
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Are you okay... ?
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[He's just gonna. Reach out and snatch the dildo up, thus making Nazuna's sleeve contract at the base, before setting it down in front of him.] Try it again, and I'll focus properly. I'm sorry to waste your time like this.
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You have never ever wasted a second of my time.
[ Unwavering, he draws back and gives his forearms a gentle squeeze. ]
If anything, I've wasted yours~? You gave me a pretty clear direction on how to test things and I didn't follow it. Sorry about that. I wasn't trying to be stubborn.
[ Perhaps a small smile can offer assurance? A couple wires had to be crossed to compel him to clumsily shove his tongue into a toy. And it had to look really silly... It isn't his goal to displease Rui like this, having him appear overly serious as he did. He picks up the sleeve once more and returns to the very edge of his bed. ]
But, um... If Rui-chin is worried about his focus... I think we can work around it. It's generally kind of difficult to keep track of two things at once, right? So maybe you could use your phone camera for reference~? I mean, if you have things recorded, you can use what you have for comparison. That'd come in handy if you decide you want to make an adjustment later, right?
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[Big talk for a man who's not looking at Nazuna at all, though he's smiling nonetheless. It's not even his normal Placeholder smile, but a muffled sort of excitement, lips quivering just a touch.] At this rate, any testing you do would distract me, I think.
Perhaps I need to clear my mind. What would your parents think if they knew I was thinking about their precious Nazuna-kun like this?
[Hee hoo. Hopefully that's enough to at least get across that it's not Nazuna's fault at all, but Rui's Dick's Fault. Always Rui's Dick's Fault.]
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[ He purses his lips, preventing them from twisting enough to form a pout, trying to stay in place and not stand back up again. Having some resolve would do wonders in this situation. He would like it if Rui actually lifted his head a little. But this is fine! ]
I won't make you look at me but I expect you to hear me when I tell you that I'm an adult. Got it~? So it's not like they have any right to know what you think about me. All that matters is that I know what you're thinking about me.
[ Okay, his cheeks puff out a bit here. ]
It's not precious to be overly selfish, is it~? And I'm the one who wants to be on Rui-chin's mind for right now. So if he's distracted by something like that... I've got something to be kind of happy about? Except he's not here beside me like he should be~!
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[Listen to him pouting away...Alright, Rui's resolve breaks and he finally resumes eye contact, still trying not to grin too hard.] Your tongue in the toy...Made me want to imagine it on myself, of course. I fear I'm getting impatient, because you're here with me...
[Which is his cue to perch on the edge of Nazuna's bed, pressed right up close beside him, gaze sidelong as he turns the dildo over and over in his hands.]
And I want to make you be even more selfish. I want you to be greedy with me, as much as you like. Even if that means that we swap toys, or we don't use them at all. [don't mind him he's just going to. casually put a hand on Nazuna's thigh now, humming idly away.]
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I know I looked kind of ridiculous when I —
[ He abruptly cuts himself off, dumbly blinking, as he puts together Rui's full... Statement. Confession? Rui... liked... it? Maybe Nazuna hadn't appeared so stupid from his perspective if he inspired a thought like that? Making Rui impatient thanks to something besides boredom is an achievement.
The ends of his mouth lift in a soft smile. ]
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[ Don't mind him shifting so he's just the tiniest bit facing in Rui's direction by the tiniest bit. Tiniest bit! Not enough to disturb the mattress or to truly make a difference. He even refrains from getting a look at the hand taking up residence on his thigh. ]
You're saying you're impatient and you want me to be as greedy as possible with you... So of course I want to give Rui-chin what he wants~? [ He tips his head as if to rest the side of it against Rui's shoulder. ] But if I'm going to be selfish... I want it so that Rui-chin can stay as long as possible. If we get finished too fast then you'll end up leaving sooner.
[ He looks up from underneath his fringe after feigning a sigh. ]
It's sort of a dilemma, you see~?
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Rui's eyes widen with mania, and he turns just a little too, enough that he can bend down to kiss Nazuna's forehead without upsetting him off his shoulder. That's too cute, he's not ending that thank you. The positions they're in also mean that he's at peak viewing angle to cop that under-fringe gaze. Ooooooh girl, the way that sends his heart racing.]
Nazuna-kun~ [Even his voice is starting to strain a touch. But he's holding himself in check for now, at least.] I see your dilemma...And although I could promise to stay longer and longer, wouldn't it simply be best to reassure you this way? Because in the end, I want to stay longer too, so that really is what we both want over everything else.
Mmm...Then let's wait a little longer. [says Rui as he squeezes Nazuna's thigh a little too tightly to be civil, before he withdraws his hand altogether.] Shall we get back to testing things out, instead?
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You did come out here for troubleshooting and it wouldn't be any good to ignore your hard work. So the least I can do is make sure that gets done, right~?
[ Meaning his gaze temporarily averts to the toy in his hands. ]
... Earlier you had asked me reach in, I think~?
[ Nazuna tightens his grip on the darn thing with one hand to free up the opposite one. No time is wasted and his index and middle fingertips both press carefully against the opening. Never mind this isn't a person he's dealing with; his pace is unhurried as fingers begin sinking inside. However he interrupts himself with another faint noise once discerning a slight problem. ]
This is a pretty snug fit~? [ And those fingers immediately pull out. He finally sits up a little, glancing at Rui. ] Um... Don't take that as a complaint. Okay~? If anything, it's obvious that'd be the case! It's not a design flaw.
[ Those same fingers are brought to his mouth for quick preparation. If he looks back down as he sucks on his fingers then that should make it less weird, God willing. Lubrication from an outside source would be ideal but Nazuna is not concerned about losing some skin off of his hand. Maybe he ought to say that before he's trying to work his fingers back in with a touch more vigor. ]
But I should at least be honest and say that it's not exactly like the real thing. If anything, it makes me want to real thing more~? So that's pretty clever... ♪
[ And he brings himself to say that so transparently, lifting his head back up, even with the flush returning to his face. He can spare a smile just for Rui.
Being knuckle deep inside the toy is its own lesson to not make this overly involved; he isn't going to start with erratic finger fucking. No, he's behaving and following Rui's original request to test "the vibration and angle part" of his partner's toy. His fingers barely curl along their confines, upward, as if they are feeling around for something. ]
Is this functional enough to satisfy Rui-chin?
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Rui sucks in a shaky breath before holding the dildo right in front of his face to force it to be his centre of focus. Nazuna sucking his fingers and inserting them back in is only peripheral. Nazuna saying that even a sex toy, produced for pleasure over all else, is inferior to Rui's apparently loose hole is tucked away for later. He's locked the fuck in, watching for the most minute wobble as the toy sits atop his palm (to avoid stimulating the sleeve in turn).
Which it does. It's as if there's a wire skeleton inside, somehow. Don't ask me for the mechanics, I don't know how it'd work, I assume that Rui is simply that good. There's a little bend at the tip, then as Nazuna's fingers work deeper, push at different spots, it bends in response. Almost unnaturally at some points, but this is for authentic sensation, not for complete dick realism.]
...Mm. It certainly seems to be.
[So locked the fuck in by force is he, that his voice even sounds a little flat. Do not think about thine loins, boy!]
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Rui-chin~?
[ The toy is set the side and Nazuna hoists himself up to his feet. ]
So you know it completely works properly now~? This means you don't have to worry about it anymore.
[ He claps his hands together twice with partial intent to snap Rui out of his daze. And those two fingers still... hurt a little. ]
I haven't been a great host so far. Do you want something to drink or eat~?
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Sorry, I was worried that I'd continue wasting your hard work by getting distracted, fufu~ You really are a sight...And it's not a matter of being a bad host when I invite myself over like this, is it?
[Dildo: now placed down on the bed beside him. Later. Later! For now, he's going to get up and shuffle on over to the bag he'd smuggled the toys in, digging around to pull out...a bottle of ramune, and a bottle of iced tea!] In fact, that's why I brought my own offerings. Since I'm the one imposing, it only felt right to spare you such worries.
...Besides. I want to be able to be relied on by Nazuna-kun, now and then. Consider this a baby step in that direction.
1/3 season's greetings from mobile hell
But you've done even more work~? The flexibility of that thing is really impressive. I still don't know a lot about stuff like that but even I can figure out what you did isn't standard. So that'd be the real attention grabber!
[ The sincere praise is put on hold as he curiously surveys his overly polite guest. ]
Eh?
2/3 skippable filler episode tag
Rui's fixation hasn't gone away. Even when it comes to something so simple like pulling out a drink for the both of them, Rui is desperately seeking for something from the bottom of his heart. Is it that, despite his genius, Rui's blind to the faithfully kindhearted person he happens to be? Even now, he has not realized that what he does isn't evil? Rui is just...
"You're so warm, and I'm quite the opposite."
He mindlessly licks at his lips, hands flattening over the sides of his star clad shorts. All this person is doing is talking about nothing at all yet it causes a pang deep in Nazuna's chest. After all this time he's spent with Rui, he has completely failed him. Of course Rui doesn't see the good in himself; Nazuna hasn't done the right thing to convince him he's perfectly dependable. How's he supposed to accomplish that... ?
"This is why I make dreams come true, instead of aiming for my own dreams."
It all has to be swallowed down. He can't insist he does rely on him and berate him for thinking otherwise. No, that's too callous. This is a conclusion Nazuna reaches within the time he blinks between the drinks and Rui. It's all in an instant. What he wants most has to also be his anchor. And his reminder to breathe.
"I want to keep growing." ]
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Hehe... You really thought ahead. You knew that we'd be keeping busy once you got here~ ☆
[ He cocks his head, smile widening into a grin, with him trying to take the tea. The ramune has to be reserved for the one who likes it most. ]
It sounds like Rui-chin wants to be one of my courses so it makes a lot of sense that he'd bring a drink along. Now that is pretty exciting! Waiting to get a taste of Rui-chin is becoming unappealing, you know~? Because, well, just because I consider dessert the main meal doesn't mean it is! You have to wait for dessert, right~? ♪
[ Is it bad to say things like this without second guessing? These words are inspired by everything Rui always extends to him. They aren't cute but Nazuna says them out loud for this one person to hear. He wants him to know —
"Notice how I'm looking only at you."
— he can't confide such thoughts to someone he doesn't rely on. ]
Would it make things fair if I imposed too? Could I have dessert first... ?
seasons greasons ur god's strongest soldier truly (also god the filler episode killed me. i die)
rest in pieces
a fine mince i am, emotionally compromised thus by ur writing
i misread that last bit gdi
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