Quite. To be quite honest with you, I might have been watching you instead of the toy.
[He's just gonna. Reach out and snatch the dildo up, thus making Nazuna's sleeve contract at the base, before setting it down in front of him.] Try it again, and I'll focus properly. I'm sorry to waste your time like this.
[ His eyes flit down at the toy as he feels something about it change in that fleeting moment. Well. That's not important. The toy is gingerly set on his desk before he grabs at the side of the chair nearest to him, turning the seat so its occupant faces Nazuna's direction. Nazuna sinks into it, getting his arms around Rui in a firm embrace. ]
You have never ever wasted a second of my time.
[ Unwavering, he draws back and gives his forearms a gentle squeeze. ]
If anything, I've wasted yours~? You gave me a pretty clear direction on how to test things and I didn't follow it. Sorry about that. I wasn't trying to be stubborn.
[ Perhaps a small smile can offer assurance? A couple wires had to be crossed to compel him to clumsily shove his tongue into a toy. And it had to look really silly... It isn't his goal to displease Rui like this, having him appear overly serious as he did. He picks up the sleeve once more and returns to the very edge of his bed. ]
But, um... If Rui-chin is worried about his focus... I think we can work around it. It's generally kind of difficult to keep track of two things at once, right? So maybe you could use your phone camera for reference~? I mean, if you have things recorded, you can use what you have for comparison. That'd come in handy if you decide you want to make an adjustment later, right?
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Nazuna-kun's completely misunderstood. You're always so earnest, even when I'm looking at you with this sort of gaze...
[Big talk for a man who's not looking at Nazuna at all, though he's smiling nonetheless. It's not even his normal Placeholder smile, but a muffled sort of excitement, lips quivering just a touch.] At this rate, any testing you do would distract me, I think.
Perhaps I need to clear my mind. What would your parents think if they knew I was thinking about their precious Nazuna-kun like this?
[Hee hoo. Hopefully that's enough to at least get across that it's not Nazuna's fault at all, but Rui's Dick's Fault. Always Rui's Dick's Fault.]
[ He purses his lips, preventing them from twisting enough to form a pout, trying to stay in place and not stand back up again. Having some resolve would do wonders in this situation. He would like it if Rui actually lifted his head a little. But this is fine! ]
I won't make you look at me but I expect you to hear me when I tell you that I'm an adult. Got it~? So it's not like they have any right to know what you think about me. All that matters is that I know what you're thinking about me.
[ Okay, his cheeks puff out a bit here. ]
It's not precious to be overly selfish, is it~? And I'm the one who wants to be on Rui-chin's mind for right now. So if he's distracted by something like that... I've got something to be kind of happy about? Except he's not here beside me like he should be~!
I know you're an adult, or I wouldn't even dare think of you in half the ways I do.
[Listen to him pouting away...Alright, Rui's resolve breaks and he finally resumes eye contact, still trying not to grin too hard.] Your tongue in the toy...Made me want to imagine it on myself, of course. I fear I'm getting impatient, because you're here with me...
[Which is his cue to perch on the edge of Nazuna's bed, pressed right up close beside him, gaze sidelong as he turns the dildo over and over in his hands.]
And I want to make you be even more selfish. I want you to be greedy with me, as much as you like. Even if that means that we swap toys, or we don't use them at all. [don't mind him he's just going to. casually put a hand on Nazuna's thigh now, humming idly away.]
[ Oh no. Rui is mentioning that. But Nazuna can't let himself get worked up over it! ]
I know I looked kind of ridiculous when I —
[ He abruptly cuts himself off, dumbly blinking, as he puts together Rui's full... Statement. Confession? Rui... liked... it? Maybe Nazuna hadn't appeared so stupid from his perspective if he inspired a thought like that? Making Rui impatient thanks to something besides boredom is an achievement.
[ Don't mind him shifting so he's just the tiniest bit facing in Rui's direction by the tiniest bit. Tiniest bit! Not enough to disturb the mattress or to truly make a difference. He even refrains from getting a look at the hand taking up residence on his thigh. ]
You're saying you're impatient and you want me to be as greedy as possible with you... So of course I want to give Rui-chin what he wants~? [ He tips his head as if to rest the side of it against Rui's shoulder. ] But if I'm going to be selfish... I want it so that Rui-chin can stay as long as possible. If we get finished too fast then you'll end up leaving sooner.
[ He looks up from underneath his fringe after feigning a sigh. ]
[The idea of Nazuna thinking he'd look ridiculous-- well, it's not impossible, probably, but how could he think that doing anything of that sort of nature, anything, wouldn't have this effect instead?
Rui's eyes widen with mania, and he turns just a little too, enough that he can bend down to kiss Nazuna's forehead without upsetting him off his shoulder. That's too cute, he's not ending that thank you. The positions they're in also mean that he's at peak viewing angle to cop that under-fringe gaze. Ooooooh girl, the way that sends his heart racing.]
Nazuna-kun~ [Even his voice is starting to strain a touch. But he's holding himself in check for now, at least.] I see your dilemma...And although I could promise to stay longer and longer, wouldn't it simply be best to reassure you this way? Because in the end, I want to stay longer too, so that really is what we both want over everything else.
Mmm...Then let's wait a little longer. [says Rui as he squeezes Nazuna's thigh a little too tightly to be civil, before he withdraws his hand altogether.] Shall we get back to testing things out, instead?
[ For the time being, he remains at Rui's side with his head on his shoulder. This probably isn't going to be ideal in the next few seconds yet Rui isn't putting space between them for some reason even if that hand of his is retreating. It may not be the case by tomorrow or when Rui does leave here... It may only be for now, truly, but Rui has decided that he loves Nazuna. So he wants to stay like this since the other boy seems content with it. He wants to be close to him, indulging in that selfish desire. ]
You did come out here for troubleshooting and it wouldn't be any good to ignore your hard work. So the least I can do is make sure that gets done, right~?
[ Meaning his gaze temporarily averts to the toy in his hands. ]
... Earlier you had asked me reach in, I think~?
[ Nazuna tightens his grip on the darn thing with one hand to free up the opposite one. No time is wasted and his index and middle fingertips both press carefully against the opening. Never mind this isn't a person he's dealing with; his pace is unhurried as fingers begin sinking inside. However he interrupts himself with another faint noise once discerning a slight problem. ]
This is a pretty snug fit~? [ And those fingers immediately pull out. He finally sits up a little, glancing at Rui. ] Um... Don't take that as a complaint. Okay~? If anything, it's obvious that'd be the case! It's not a design flaw.
[ Those same fingers are brought to his mouth for quick preparation. If he looks back down as he sucks on his fingers then that should make it less weird, God willing. Lubrication from an outside source would be ideal but Nazuna is not concerned about losing some skin off of his hand. Maybe he ought to say that before he's trying to work his fingers back in with a touch more vigor. ]
But I should at least be honest and say that it's not exactly like the real thing. If anything, it makes me want to real thing more~? So that's pretty clever... ♪
[ And he brings himself to say that so transparently, lifting his head back up, even with the flush returning to his face. He can spare a smile just for Rui.
Being knuckle deep inside the toy is its own lesson to not make this overly involved; he isn't going to start with erratic finger fucking. No, he's behaving and following Rui's original request to test "the vibration and angle part" of his partner's toy. His fingers barely curl along their confines, upward, as if they are feeling around for something. ]
[ohhhhhh how is he meant to pay any attention to the fucking dildo how is he meant to do anything other than watch Nazuna so raptly when he's giving it his all
Rui sucks in a shaky breath before holding the dildo right in front of his face to force it to be his centre of focus. Nazuna sucking his fingers and inserting them back in is only peripheral. Nazuna saying that even a sex toy, produced for pleasure over all else, is inferior to Rui's apparently loose hole is tucked away for later. He's locked the fuck in, watching for the most minute wobble as the toy sits atop his palm (to avoid stimulating the sleeve in turn).
Which it does. It's as if there's a wire skeleton inside, somehow. Don't ask me for the mechanics, I don't know how it'd work, I assume that Rui is simply that good. There's a little bend at the tip, then as Nazuna's fingers work deeper, push at different spots, it bends in response. Almost unnaturally at some points, but this is for authentic sensation, not for complete dick realism.]
...Mm. It certainly seems to be.
[So locked the fuck in by force is he, that his voice even sounds a little flat. Do not think about thine loins, boy!]
[ ... Ah. Rui's so focused that he's disconnected himself from everything else. The face he is making is too close to the serious one he rarely makes, anyway, which isn't the best sign. Nazuna wanted to be agreeable but he can't ignore the temptation to run interference and bring back Rui to Earth. He doesn't take long to pull his fingers out of the toy, trying to pretend there isn't a sting while doing so. ]
Rui-chin~?
[ The toy is set the side and Nazuna hoists himself up to his feet. ]
So you know it completely works properly now~? This means you don't have to worry about it anymore.
[ He claps his hands together twice with partial intent to snap Rui out of his daze. And those two fingers still... hurt a little. ]
I haven't been a great host so far. Do you want something to drink or eat~?
Ah-- yes. [he did NOT get spooked by Nazuna piping up he did NOT do not look at him! At least the jolt easily turns into happiness once more, now that the business end of this visit's been dealt with. The rest is for leisure, and lesireu he shall use it for indeed.]
Sorry, I was worried that I'd continue wasting your hard work by getting distracted, fufu~ You really are a sight...And it's not a matter of being a bad host when I invite myself over like this, is it?
[Dildo: now placed down on the bed beside him. Later. Later! For now, he's going to get up and shuffle on over to the bag he'd smuggled the toys in, digging around to pull out...a bottle of ramune, and a bottle of iced tea!] In fact, that's why I brought my own offerings. Since I'm the one imposing, it only felt right to spare you such worries.
...Besides. I want to be able to be relied on by Nazuna-kun, now and then. Consider this a baby step in that direction.
[ Thank goodness! Contact has been made with the mothership and Nazuna can ease up. ]
But you've done even more work~? The flexibility of that thing is really impressive. I still don't know a lot about stuff like that but even I can figure out what you did isn't standard. So that'd be the real attention grabber!
[ The sincere praise is put on hold as he curiously surveys his overly polite guest. ]
[ "I'll do my best to grow into someone reliable and trustworthy, for you."
Rui's fixation hasn't gone away. Even when it comes to something so simple like pulling out a drink for the both of them, Rui is desperately seeking for something from the bottom of his heart. Is it that, despite his genius, Rui's blind to the faithfully kindhearted person he happens to be? Even now, he has not realized that what he does isn't evil? Rui is just...
"You're so warm, and I'm quite the opposite."
He mindlessly licks at his lips, hands flattening over the sides of his star clad shorts. All this person is doing is talking about nothing at all yet it causes a pang deep in Nazuna's chest. After all this time he's spent with Rui, he has completely failed him. Of course Rui doesn't see the good in himself; Nazuna hasn't done the right thing to convince him he's perfectly dependable. How's he supposed to accomplish that... ?
"This is why I make dreams come true, instead of aiming for my own dreams."
It all has to be swallowed down. He can't insist he does rely on him and berate him for thinking otherwise. No, that's too callous. This is a conclusion Nazuna reaches within the time he blinks between the drinks and Rui. It's all in an instant. What he wants most has to also be his anchor. And his reminder to breathe.
"I want to keep growing." ]
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Hehe... You really thought ahead. You knew that we'd be keeping busy once you got here~ ☆
[ He cocks his head, smile widening into a grin, with him trying to take the tea. The ramune has to be reserved for the one who likes it most. ]
It sounds like Rui-chin wants to be one of my courses so it makes a lot of sense that he'd bring a drink along. Now that is pretty exciting! Waiting to get a taste of Rui-chin is becoming unappealing, you know~? Because, well, just because I consider dessert the main meal doesn't mean it is! You have to wait for dessert, right~? ♪
[ Is it bad to say things like this without second guessing? These words are inspired by everything Rui always extends to him. They aren't cute but Nazuna says them out loud for this one person to hear. He wants him to know —
"Notice how I'm looking only at you."
— he can't confide such thoughts to someone he doesn't rely on. ]
Would it make things fair if I imposed too? Could I have dessert first... ?
seasons greasons ur god's strongest soldier truly (also god the filler episode killed me. i die)
Mm, well that and...I knew that if I brought too much as an offering, you'd likely feel guilty about it. I might bring snacks next time, if that's alright.
[The iced tea gets handed over, of course, but
he pauses once Nazuna starts discussing courses and dessert. His head even tips to the side a touch, almost bird-like as his pupils pin and his lips curve in a faint, wavering smile. If he weren't so caught up in the words, the sentiment, the way that he's being looked at, he might realise how much he's unwittingly mirroring Nazuna's posture right now, but alas.]
...You've just contradicted yourself, haven't you? You should wait for dessert, and yet...You still want it first. Or is that just Nazuna-kun knowing that I would do anything for him if he simply asks...?
[One step. Another. They're close enough that he can feel body warmth not his own.] How would you like your dessert prepared, then?
Huh~? I don't know if Rui-chin's pulling my leg or not!
[ The bottle is cracked open only for the cap to be tightened immediately, Nazuna distracted by Rui shortening the distance between them. It's annoying how much shorter he is, tipping his head back to keep eye contact and fighting the urge to take a step away. This isn't Rui's fault. It probably isn't Nazuna's fault either. Regardless of who's to blame, he wants to stand at level with him. ]
You aren't the type to roll over like a dog on command! You're the opposite of that and I'm glad for it~
[ He doesn't want to reel back from the warmth that's so close. ]
You need to save the best for last. I mean, that's why dessert is last! So I'm the one who's really rushing. You're not wrong for pointing out my contradiction.
[ His own smile weakens, currently more apologetic. ]
I can't be picky when dessert is the sweetest thing I could ever want.
a fine mince i am, emotionally compromised thus by ur writing
Perhaps...If we save all further conversation for afterwards, then I'll have every reason to stay longer anyway, and you won't have to worry at all. Not that I'm eager to leave Nazuna-kun's side in the first place, of course.
[He bends in then, slowly to avoid cricking their necks either way, and lightly presses a kiss to that apologetic little smile.] Perhaps you were a professional patissier in a past life, to have such sweet words and make my appetite only worsen. You know I have a sweet tooth too, fufu...
[Here. Give him back the tea, so he can set both bottles aside and focus more on gently nudging Nazuna back towards the bed. ...Not all that far, but it's about the intent!!]
Will you let me thank you for being such a gracious, patient host? Will you let me show you my love?
[ It's not the first time Rui's kissed him today but this is the first one that isn't planted on his forehead. The gesture is small yet is his entire world in the moment. And, regrettably, he doesn't have the time to kiss back. All energy needs to be put into a retort that ends up not coming out.
He stupidly blinks as he loses grip on the tea, not fighting it, taking one pace back. It takes effort to deny the urge to grab onto Rui in an capacity; he can maintain balance on his own. Being clingy isn't going to make a good impression... Never mind Nazuna has already leaned into that. ]
Will I... ? Yeah, absolutely—
[ And he sightlessly gropes behind himself to avoid getting knocked off balance whenever the back of his calves back make contact with the bed. He stiffly sinks down, bracing for the possibility of ending up on the floor, successfully landing at his initial starting point at the end of his mattress. ]
Don't be shy~! I want to take up everything you have to spare... I want it all, okay~?
[Being clingy is perfectly fine and normal, isn't it? It's to be expected with love, isn't it?
...Okay, so look, Rui's not really got an idea on healthy love; I know in my heart his parents are probably freaks who are obsessed with each other, so now that he's found his person too, isn't it fine? To kneel in front of Nazuna, an offering on his altar, and lean in to wind his arms around his waist. Face in his stomach, just a hug at first, and then biting gently
because that's normal but you know, his face is there, and he has to lead up to the deepthroating, of course.]
What's there to be shy about? [bite bite bite.] I want you to pick me clean again and again. But first, I'm going to take my fill. ...If you don't mind. [One last out, hands sliding forward to fret at Nazuna's waistband. One last out.]
[ If you don't mind, he says, like having soft dick in mouth is Rui's idea of fun.
Of course. Rui isn't shying away from his other pursuit. Not that Nazuna believes he's trying to emulate choking but this is sort of Rui's go-to. He is no stranger to those arms encircling him in this manner although it does not prevent him from tensing. The, uh, stomach biting is a new feature. And maybe he is not totally soft. That cheeky mouth is powerful, after all.
Nazuna hunches over, fingers curling into hair at the sides of Rui's head, trying to achieve a gesture closest to a hug. This isn't a means of smothering, honestly! It's just if he pauses like this, the warmth of his precious partner's exhales is noticeable through the fabric of his shirt.
But he does now lean back to catch Rui's eye, ]
If you say it again... That you love me... I'll make sure you're full.
[ When Rui said it in greeting, he knew Rui believed it. But Nazuna is selfish, wanting to hear the novel phrase again. Wanting to say it back. Wanting to say something appealing (although it likely isn't.) Liking the idea of being able to give Rui anything. Giving him a "fill." All of it gets his heart racing. ]
[Critical fucking damage, what the hell. Rui pauses in all his silly little attempts at being seductive, at letting himself be coddled so, in favour of leaning back and staring up at Nazuna in turn.]
Nazuna-kun~ [Cooed, but somehow a little more...Meaningful this time. As if it holds more weight than normal, even when he never uses his name in vain.] I love you. I love you. I'll fill you with my love so that you never need to ask again.
[,,,and then he goes and spoils it all by doing something stupid like shoving his head under Nazuna's shirt. Both to resume biting lovingly away at him, with less barriers between tooth and skin, and to try and make Nazuna smile. Intense is fine, but...
[ If Rui's being stupid and Nazuna's failing at seduction, then who's flying the plane?
How is he supposed to smile when Rui is playing this more straightforward than initially figured? As per usual, Nazuna has made the wrong call. He is sitting next to two sex toys and he can't even manage to be alluring. Obviously blurring the lines between silly and sincere was asking for trouble so it's not the other boy's fault.
Now he's looking down at Rui's head through his shirt— and suddenly fighting the urge to kick. He has zero desire to send the guy through the wall. Nazuna begins fidgeting, swallowing down a laugh. Effort is made to sit back upright but he remains somewhat bent forward. Rui's tactic with the teeth... is...
ticklish... ]
O-Okay! I get it! You can s-shtop~!
[ Voice cracking, he tries lifting up his shirt to provide Rui an easy escape. ]
[He does stop, though it's not for how close he is to a gutpunt. And as tempting as it is to try and shove his head through the hole in Nazuna's shirt instead, such stretchy antics are unbecoming; instead, Rui slithers back a little, presses a kiss to Nazuna's hair, and then sits back on his haunches to smile up at him instead.]
It's a little early for exploding, though, don't you think? I haven't even gotten half so far as I'd like, to get you in such a state.
[Punctuated by a gentle bite on the inner seam of Nazuna's thigh, then another. Rui's hands trail down to his waistband, fretting away as if he's strumming rather than threatening to pants his b. boy. boyfriend.]
[ Does this mean Rui didn't notice he was on the verge of laughter? Not all hope is lost, perhaps. Nazuna can find it in him to tease, ]
H-Hey~? You're insinuating something really rude~! Don't think that I've lost ambition to keep you here as long as I want just because a moment of weakness!
[ It's near impossible to be completely disheartened when Rui insists on being so cheeky. So cute. So reliable. So unapologetically himself. Even if that means he's doing... what he's doing. He gets Nazuna to smile.
Nazuna ruffles some of the hair that is trying so badly to blend with his shorts and he lifts his own head, thighs opening slightly. ]
If you keep being so smart, I might have to retaliate~?
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[He's just gonna. Reach out and snatch the dildo up, thus making Nazuna's sleeve contract at the base, before setting it down in front of him.] Try it again, and I'll focus properly. I'm sorry to waste your time like this.
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You have never ever wasted a second of my time.
[ Unwavering, he draws back and gives his forearms a gentle squeeze. ]
If anything, I've wasted yours~? You gave me a pretty clear direction on how to test things and I didn't follow it. Sorry about that. I wasn't trying to be stubborn.
[ Perhaps a small smile can offer assurance? A couple wires had to be crossed to compel him to clumsily shove his tongue into a toy. And it had to look really silly... It isn't his goal to displease Rui like this, having him appear overly serious as he did. He picks up the sleeve once more and returns to the very edge of his bed. ]
But, um... If Rui-chin is worried about his focus... I think we can work around it. It's generally kind of difficult to keep track of two things at once, right? So maybe you could use your phone camera for reference~? I mean, if you have things recorded, you can use what you have for comparison. That'd come in handy if you decide you want to make an adjustment later, right?
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[Big talk for a man who's not looking at Nazuna at all, though he's smiling nonetheless. It's not even his normal Placeholder smile, but a muffled sort of excitement, lips quivering just a touch.] At this rate, any testing you do would distract me, I think.
Perhaps I need to clear my mind. What would your parents think if they knew I was thinking about their precious Nazuna-kun like this?
[Hee hoo. Hopefully that's enough to at least get across that it's not Nazuna's fault at all, but Rui's Dick's Fault. Always Rui's Dick's Fault.]
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[ He purses his lips, preventing them from twisting enough to form a pout, trying to stay in place and not stand back up again. Having some resolve would do wonders in this situation. He would like it if Rui actually lifted his head a little. But this is fine! ]
I won't make you look at me but I expect you to hear me when I tell you that I'm an adult. Got it~? So it's not like they have any right to know what you think about me. All that matters is that I know what you're thinking about me.
[ Okay, his cheeks puff out a bit here. ]
It's not precious to be overly selfish, is it~? And I'm the one who wants to be on Rui-chin's mind for right now. So if he's distracted by something like that... I've got something to be kind of happy about? Except he's not here beside me like he should be~!
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[Listen to him pouting away...Alright, Rui's resolve breaks and he finally resumes eye contact, still trying not to grin too hard.] Your tongue in the toy...Made me want to imagine it on myself, of course. I fear I'm getting impatient, because you're here with me...
[Which is his cue to perch on the edge of Nazuna's bed, pressed right up close beside him, gaze sidelong as he turns the dildo over and over in his hands.]
And I want to make you be even more selfish. I want you to be greedy with me, as much as you like. Even if that means that we swap toys, or we don't use them at all. [don't mind him he's just going to. casually put a hand on Nazuna's thigh now, humming idly away.]
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I know I looked kind of ridiculous when I —
[ He abruptly cuts himself off, dumbly blinking, as he puts together Rui's full... Statement. Confession? Rui... liked... it? Maybe Nazuna hadn't appeared so stupid from his perspective if he inspired a thought like that? Making Rui impatient thanks to something besides boredom is an achievement.
The ends of his mouth lift in a soft smile. ]
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[ Don't mind him shifting so he's just the tiniest bit facing in Rui's direction by the tiniest bit. Tiniest bit! Not enough to disturb the mattress or to truly make a difference. He even refrains from getting a look at the hand taking up residence on his thigh. ]
You're saying you're impatient and you want me to be as greedy as possible with you... So of course I want to give Rui-chin what he wants~? [ He tips his head as if to rest the side of it against Rui's shoulder. ] But if I'm going to be selfish... I want it so that Rui-chin can stay as long as possible. If we get finished too fast then you'll end up leaving sooner.
[ He looks up from underneath his fringe after feigning a sigh. ]
It's sort of a dilemma, you see~?
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Rui's eyes widen with mania, and he turns just a little too, enough that he can bend down to kiss Nazuna's forehead without upsetting him off his shoulder. That's too cute, he's not ending that thank you. The positions they're in also mean that he's at peak viewing angle to cop that under-fringe gaze. Ooooooh girl, the way that sends his heart racing.]
Nazuna-kun~ [Even his voice is starting to strain a touch. But he's holding himself in check for now, at least.] I see your dilemma...And although I could promise to stay longer and longer, wouldn't it simply be best to reassure you this way? Because in the end, I want to stay longer too, so that really is what we both want over everything else.
Mmm...Then let's wait a little longer. [says Rui as he squeezes Nazuna's thigh a little too tightly to be civil, before he withdraws his hand altogether.] Shall we get back to testing things out, instead?
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You did come out here for troubleshooting and it wouldn't be any good to ignore your hard work. So the least I can do is make sure that gets done, right~?
[ Meaning his gaze temporarily averts to the toy in his hands. ]
... Earlier you had asked me reach in, I think~?
[ Nazuna tightens his grip on the darn thing with one hand to free up the opposite one. No time is wasted and his index and middle fingertips both press carefully against the opening. Never mind this isn't a person he's dealing with; his pace is unhurried as fingers begin sinking inside. However he interrupts himself with another faint noise once discerning a slight problem. ]
This is a pretty snug fit~? [ And those fingers immediately pull out. He finally sits up a little, glancing at Rui. ] Um... Don't take that as a complaint. Okay~? If anything, it's obvious that'd be the case! It's not a design flaw.
[ Those same fingers are brought to his mouth for quick preparation. If he looks back down as he sucks on his fingers then that should make it less weird, God willing. Lubrication from an outside source would be ideal but Nazuna is not concerned about losing some skin off of his hand. Maybe he ought to say that before he's trying to work his fingers back in with a touch more vigor. ]
But I should at least be honest and say that it's not exactly like the real thing. If anything, it makes me want to real thing more~? So that's pretty clever... ♪
[ And he brings himself to say that so transparently, lifting his head back up, even with the flush returning to his face. He can spare a smile just for Rui.
Being knuckle deep inside the toy is its own lesson to not make this overly involved; he isn't going to start with erratic finger fucking. No, he's behaving and following Rui's original request to test "the vibration and angle part" of his partner's toy. His fingers barely curl along their confines, upward, as if they are feeling around for something. ]
Is this functional enough to satisfy Rui-chin?
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Rui sucks in a shaky breath before holding the dildo right in front of his face to force it to be his centre of focus. Nazuna sucking his fingers and inserting them back in is only peripheral. Nazuna saying that even a sex toy, produced for pleasure over all else, is inferior to Rui's apparently loose hole is tucked away for later. He's locked the fuck in, watching for the most minute wobble as the toy sits atop his palm (to avoid stimulating the sleeve in turn).
Which it does. It's as if there's a wire skeleton inside, somehow. Don't ask me for the mechanics, I don't know how it'd work, I assume that Rui is simply that good. There's a little bend at the tip, then as Nazuna's fingers work deeper, push at different spots, it bends in response. Almost unnaturally at some points, but this is for authentic sensation, not for complete dick realism.]
...Mm. It certainly seems to be.
[So locked the fuck in by force is he, that his voice even sounds a little flat. Do not think about thine loins, boy!]
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Rui-chin~?
[ The toy is set the side and Nazuna hoists himself up to his feet. ]
So you know it completely works properly now~? This means you don't have to worry about it anymore.
[ He claps his hands together twice with partial intent to snap Rui out of his daze. And those two fingers still... hurt a little. ]
I haven't been a great host so far. Do you want something to drink or eat~?
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Sorry, I was worried that I'd continue wasting your hard work by getting distracted, fufu~ You really are a sight...And it's not a matter of being a bad host when I invite myself over like this, is it?
[Dildo: now placed down on the bed beside him. Later. Later! For now, he's going to get up and shuffle on over to the bag he'd smuggled the toys in, digging around to pull out...a bottle of ramune, and a bottle of iced tea!] In fact, that's why I brought my own offerings. Since I'm the one imposing, it only felt right to spare you such worries.
...Besides. I want to be able to be relied on by Nazuna-kun, now and then. Consider this a baby step in that direction.
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But you've done even more work~? The flexibility of that thing is really impressive. I still don't know a lot about stuff like that but even I can figure out what you did isn't standard. So that'd be the real attention grabber!
[ The sincere praise is put on hold as he curiously surveys his overly polite guest. ]
Eh?
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Rui's fixation hasn't gone away. Even when it comes to something so simple like pulling out a drink for the both of them, Rui is desperately seeking for something from the bottom of his heart. Is it that, despite his genius, Rui's blind to the faithfully kindhearted person he happens to be? Even now, he has not realized that what he does isn't evil? Rui is just...
"You're so warm, and I'm quite the opposite."
He mindlessly licks at his lips, hands flattening over the sides of his star clad shorts. All this person is doing is talking about nothing at all yet it causes a pang deep in Nazuna's chest. After all this time he's spent with Rui, he has completely failed him. Of course Rui doesn't see the good in himself; Nazuna hasn't done the right thing to convince him he's perfectly dependable. How's he supposed to accomplish that... ?
"This is why I make dreams come true, instead of aiming for my own dreams."
It all has to be swallowed down. He can't insist he does rely on him and berate him for thinking otherwise. No, that's too callous. This is a conclusion Nazuna reaches within the time he blinks between the drinks and Rui. It's all in an instant. What he wants most has to also be his anchor. And his reminder to breathe.
"I want to keep growing." ]
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Hehe... You really thought ahead. You knew that we'd be keeping busy once you got here~ ☆
[ He cocks his head, smile widening into a grin, with him trying to take the tea. The ramune has to be reserved for the one who likes it most. ]
It sounds like Rui-chin wants to be one of my courses so it makes a lot of sense that he'd bring a drink along. Now that is pretty exciting! Waiting to get a taste of Rui-chin is becoming unappealing, you know~? Because, well, just because I consider dessert the main meal doesn't mean it is! You have to wait for dessert, right~? ♪
[ Is it bad to say things like this without second guessing? These words are inspired by everything Rui always extends to him. They aren't cute but Nazuna says them out loud for this one person to hear. He wants him to know —
"Notice how I'm looking only at you."
— he can't confide such thoughts to someone he doesn't rely on. ]
Would it make things fair if I imposed too? Could I have dessert first... ?
seasons greasons ur god's strongest soldier truly (also god the filler episode killed me. i die)
[The iced tea gets handed over, of course, but
he pauses once Nazuna starts discussing courses and dessert. His head even tips to the side a touch, almost bird-like as his pupils pin and his lips curve in a faint, wavering smile. If he weren't so caught up in the words, the sentiment, the way that he's being looked at, he might realise how much he's unwittingly mirroring Nazuna's posture right now, but alas.]
...You've just contradicted yourself, haven't you? You should wait for dessert, and yet...You still want it first. Or is that just Nazuna-kun knowing that I would do anything for him if he simply asks...?
[One step. Another. They're close enough that he can feel body warmth not his own.] How would you like your dessert prepared, then?
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[ The bottle is cracked open only for the cap to be tightened immediately, Nazuna distracted by Rui shortening the distance between them. It's annoying how much shorter he is, tipping his head back to keep eye contact and fighting the urge to take a step away. This isn't Rui's fault. It probably isn't Nazuna's fault either. Regardless of who's to blame, he wants to stand at level with him. ]
You aren't the type to roll over like a dog on command! You're the opposite of that and I'm glad for it~
[ He doesn't want to reel back from the warmth that's so close. ]
You need to save the best for last. I mean, that's why dessert is last! So I'm the one who's really rushing. You're not wrong for pointing out my contradiction.
[ His own smile weakens, currently more apologetic. ]
I can't be picky when dessert is the sweetest thing I could ever want.
a fine mince i am, emotionally compromised thus by ur writing
[He bends in then, slowly to avoid cricking their necks either way, and lightly presses a kiss to that apologetic little smile.] Perhaps you were a professional patissier in a past life, to have such sweet words and make my appetite only worsen. You know I have a sweet tooth too, fufu...
[Here. Give him back the tea, so he can set both bottles aside and focus more on gently nudging Nazuna back towards the bed. ...Not all that far, but it's about the intent!!]
Will you let me thank you for being such a gracious, patient host? Will you let me show you my love?
i misread that last bit gdi
He stupidly blinks as he loses grip on the tea, not fighting it, taking one pace back. It takes effort to deny the urge to grab onto Rui in an capacity; he can maintain balance on his own. Being clingy isn't going to make a good impression... Never mind Nazuna has already leaned into that. ]
Will I... ? Yeah, absolutely—
[ And he sightlessly gropes behind himself to avoid getting knocked off balance whenever the back of his calves back make contact with the bed. He stiffly sinks down, bracing for the possibility of ending up on the floor, successfully landing at his initial starting point at the end of his mattress. ]
Don't be shy~! I want to take up everything you have to spare... I want it all, okay~?
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...Okay, so look, Rui's not really got an idea on healthy love; I know in my heart his parents are probably freaks who are obsessed with each other, so now that he's found his person too, isn't it fine? To kneel in front of Nazuna, an offering on his altar, and lean in to wind his arms around his waist. Face in his stomach, just a hug at first, and then biting gently
because that's normal but you know, his face is there, and he has to lead up to the deepthroating, of course.]
What's there to be shy about? [bite bite bite.] I want you to pick me clean again and again. But first, I'm going to take my fill. ...If you don't mind. [One last out, hands sliding forward to fret at Nazuna's waistband. One last out.]
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Of course. Rui isn't shying away from his other pursuit. Not that Nazuna believes he's trying to emulate choking but this is sort of Rui's go-to. He is no stranger to those arms encircling him in this manner although it does not prevent him from tensing. The, uh, stomach biting is a new feature. And maybe he is not totally soft. That cheeky mouth is powerful, after all.
Nazuna hunches over, fingers curling into hair at the sides of Rui's head, trying to achieve a gesture closest to a hug. This isn't a means of smothering, honestly! It's just if he pauses like this, the warmth of his precious partner's exhales is noticeable through the fabric of his shirt.
But he does now lean back to catch Rui's eye, ]
If you say it again... That you love me... I'll make sure you're full.
[ When Rui said it in greeting, he knew Rui believed it. But Nazuna is selfish, wanting to hear the novel phrase again. Wanting to say it back. Wanting to say something appealing (although it likely isn't.) Liking the idea of being able to give Rui anything. Giving him a "fill." All of it gets his heart racing. ]
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Nazuna-kun~ [Cooed, but somehow a little more...Meaningful this time. As if it holds more weight than normal, even when he never uses his name in vain.] I love you. I love you. I'll fill you with my love so that you never need to ask again.
[,,,and then he goes and spoils it all by doing something stupid like shoving his head under Nazuna's shirt. Both to resume biting lovingly away at him, with less barriers between tooth and skin, and to try and make Nazuna smile. Intense is fine, but...
He always, always prefers smiles.]
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[ If Rui's being stupid and Nazuna's failing at seduction, then who's flying the plane?
How is he supposed to smile when Rui is playing this more straightforward than initially figured? As per usual, Nazuna has made the wrong call. He is sitting next to two sex toys and he can't even manage to be alluring. Obviously blurring the lines between silly and sincere was asking for trouble so it's not the other boy's fault.
Now he's looking down at Rui's head through his shirt— and suddenly fighting the urge to kick. He has zero desire to send the guy through the wall. Nazuna begins fidgeting, swallowing down a laugh. Effort is made to sit back upright but he remains somewhat bent forward. Rui's tactic with the teeth... is...
ticklish... ]
O-Okay! I get it! You can s-shtop~!
[ Voice cracking, he tries lifting up his shirt to provide Rui an easy escape. ]
I might explode~!
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[He does stop, though it's not for how close he is to a gutpunt. And as tempting as it is to try and shove his head through the hole in Nazuna's shirt instead, such stretchy antics are unbecoming; instead, Rui slithers back a little, presses a kiss to Nazuna's hair, and then sits back on his haunches to smile up at him instead.]
It's a little early for exploding, though, don't you think? I haven't even gotten half so far as I'd like, to get you in such a state.
[Punctuated by a gentle bite on the inner seam of Nazuna's thigh, then another. Rui's hands trail down to his waistband, fretting away as if he's strumming rather than threatening to pants his b. boy. boyfriend.]
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H-Hey~? You're insinuating something really rude~! Don't think that I've lost ambition to keep you here as long as I want just because a moment of weakness!
[ It's near impossible to be completely disheartened when Rui insists on being so cheeky. So cute. So reliable. So unapologetically himself. Even if that means he's doing... what he's doing. He gets Nazuna to smile.
Nazuna ruffles some of the hair that is trying so badly to blend with his shorts and he lifts his own head, thighs opening slightly. ]
If you keep being so smart, I might have to retaliate~?
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