Actually, Ayase. Did he enjoy those rabbit-shaped candies you got him? I should bring over something to keep your spirits high. Then I could feel useful, and you could have a little distraction.
You weren't alone with ALKALOID, even with your blindfold on, and you aren't alone now. If you plummet, I'll do my best to extend my hand to help you back up. How does that sound? :}
But I really appreciate you talking to me now. Even this much has helped me feel far less afraid of everything. Maybe I can focus on helping those not involved with all of this horrible warfare see a little light in life, or something. Even if people get upset with me for trying to add levity, being mad at me is better than being afraid, don't you think?
Yes, I think he was very touched when I came home with so many treats. We've yet to get through them all. I think, if it wouldn't inconvenience Rui-san too much, I would very much like that. The ramune you picked out for me that day was deliiiiightful~
Yes, and because you are also not alone, I will offer you my hand if it would not disgust you to take it.
Ah ...I'm so glad that I could be of help in this way. I think that's the right idea. After all, that is the entire ideology of idols. We are not soldiers in the warfare sense, but soldiers of hope. We shine so that the people who are in need of that light may look to it and be happy, even in the most tepid and miserable of circumstances.
Its an extremely important service, and if Rui-san were to take up something similar, I think people would be grateful.
A care package will be on its way to you within the next 24 hours, then. ...Once I know Nito-san's address. I promise I will not spread this knowledge at all, and use it only for good.
[SHAKES MAYOI IN HIS FUCKING JAR SOME MORE, SIR, PLEASE.
aka Rui sighs softly at his phone upon reading the word 'disgust', and makes a mental note to be extra good to his Mayoimon in a second. Lots of treats!!]
Nothing about you disgusts me, let alone your hands.
That's a wonderful way to think about it, however. Where I work, with my troupe, we're also soldiers of hope, but also of pure joy and happiness. Escapism in healthy doses. All I want is to be able to create something that brings joy to others. I was worried that it might be in poor taste right now, but...
I've never been good at discerning cues like that anyway, haha! So if you think that it sounds like something worth trying, then that's more than good enough for me. I've already managed to buy a few cheap costumes, until I can save enough money to pay Mizuki for her hard work, so it won't be too hard.
Maybe once I have Nito-san's address, I could perform nearby, and visit you afterwards! That sounds fun.
Ah! Yes, one moment. I'm sorry. [He will just send along that address.]
I look forward to your visit then, we both will fufu~
Yes... I know. I'm sorry. I know you do not like to hear such words from me, I'll try to do better.
Anyway yes, I think so! I think when there is so much uncertainty, small joys are precious. I will support you in any way I can so please tell me if I can help.
[It's a sound file of Mayoi singing. Rui had said he wanted to hear him sing, and since things are so dicey right now, maybe he would appreciate something like this? He hopes so anyway. It feels a little embarrassing to do this without any warning but here goes.]
1/?? mayoi u put him on a fucking emotional rollercoaster what the fuck
[Intense physiological response to Mayoi either sending him a song, or singing in general, noted. Will have to observe future interactions and possible responses. At least no one's here to see how pink he is!!
Okay, time to get back to his phone.]
If Nito-san objects, since it's his apartment too, then just let me know. I don't intend on intruding, but some people like their privacy more than others, after all.
Thank you, Ayase.
[Rui starts typing out something that might show that he's actually listened, some sort of commentary on how he can just imagine the harmonies or how uplifting the lyrics are, but
that doesn't feel right.]
I love it. Your voice is just as wonderful as I remembered...If not more so.
I’m certain he won’t but all the same I will let you know if I am wrong. Thank you again, Rui-san.
I’m glad. I’m sorry it isn’t better quality- I recorded it in one of Nito-san’s closets. It may be some time before I’m able to find a stage to stand on, so I hope in the meantime, something like this may shed a liiiiittle bit of light for you to look towards.
You really are a soldier of hope, aren't you? I'm energised, I feel, and now if I find myself in a similar state of malaise, I can just listen to this song and remember that you thought of me enough to sing it just for me.
Even if no venue is satisfactory here, I can still hear you sing. It might be just a little light for you, but to me, it's blinding in its brilliance.
If I could ever make you feel this way with my performances, I think I'd be very pleased with myself. :}
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You weren't alone with ALKALOID, even with your blindfold on, and you aren't alone now. If you plummet, I'll do my best to extend my hand to help you back up. How does that sound? :}
But I really appreciate you talking to me now. Even this much has helped me feel far less afraid of everything. Maybe I can focus on helping those not involved with all of this horrible warfare see a little light in life, or something. Even if people get upset with me for trying to add levity, being mad at me is better than being afraid, don't you think?
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Yes, and because you are also not alone, I will offer you my hand if it would not disgust you to take it.
Ah ...I'm so glad that I could be of help in this way. I think that's the right idea. After all, that is the entire ideology of idols. We are not soldiers in the warfare sense, but soldiers of hope. We shine so that the people who are in need of that light may look to it and be happy, even in the most tepid and miserable of circumstances.
Its an extremely important service, and if Rui-san were to take up something similar, I think people would be grateful.
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[SHAKES MAYOI IN HIS FUCKING JAR SOME MORE, SIR, PLEASE.
aka Rui sighs softly at his phone upon reading the word 'disgust', and makes a mental note to be extra good to his Mayoimon in a second. Lots of treats!!]
Nothing about you disgusts me, let alone your hands.
That's a wonderful way to think about it, however. Where I work, with my troupe, we're also soldiers of hope, but also of pure joy and happiness. Escapism in healthy doses. All I want is to be able to create something that brings joy to others. I was worried that it might be in poor taste right now, but...
I've never been good at discerning cues like that anyway, haha! So if you think that it sounds like something worth trying, then that's more than good enough for me. I've already managed to buy a few cheap costumes, until I can save enough money to pay Mizuki for her hard work, so it won't be too hard.
Maybe once I have Nito-san's address, I could perform nearby, and visit you afterwards! That sounds fun.
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I look forward to your visit then, we both will fufu~
Yes... I know. I'm sorry. I know you do not like to hear such words from me, I'll try to do better.
Anyway yes, I think so! I think when there is so much uncertainty, small joys are precious. I will support you in any way I can so please tell me if I can help.
Ah ... actually. I have something for you ...
翼モラトリアム.mp3
[It's a sound file of Mayoi singing. Rui had said he wanted to hear him sing, and since things are so dicey right now, maybe he would appreciate something like this? He hopes so anyway. It feels a little embarrassing to do this without any warning but here goes.]
1/?? mayoi u put him on a fucking emotional rollercoaster what the fuck
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ok DONE
Okay, time to get back to his phone.]
If Nito-san objects, since it's his apartment too, then just let me know. I don't intend on intruding, but some people like their privacy more than others, after all.
Thank you, Ayase.
[Rui starts typing out something that might show that he's actually listened, some sort of commentary on how he can just imagine the harmonies or how uplifting the lyrics are, but
that doesn't feel right.]
I love it. Your voice is just as wonderful as I remembered...If not more so.
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I’m certain he won’t but all the same I will let you know if I am wrong. Thank you again, Rui-san.
I’m glad. I’m sorry it isn’t better quality- I recorded it in one of Nito-san’s closets. It may be some time before I’m able to find a stage to stand on, so I hope in the meantime, something like this may shed a liiiiittle bit of light for you to look towards.
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Even if no venue is satisfactory here, I can still hear you sing. It might be just a little light for you, but to me, it's blinding in its brilliance.
If I could ever make you feel this way with my performances, I think I'd be very pleased with myself. :}