[Now, there is an interesting line of questioning. Mayoi has since cleaned his face a bit, only the faintest redness remaining on his face from his tears. He tips his head a bit in thought.]
...No, I do not feel lonely at all. On that bright stage I have the rest of my unit, and even if I cannot see the faces there in the crowd, I can hear them. I know they are there.
[He falls quiet a moment, thinking how he might explain why he feels that way. Why his relationship with loneliness is what it is.]
I have known true loneliness before, living in the dark with nothing but my thoughts, yearning for a light I thought was far out of my reach. But by a miracle I was able to drag myself out of the dark, and I have not felt lonely since.
yesssssss. YESSSSSSSSS <- me in my sickos shirt outside the window
I see. That's good, then~ If Mayoi-kun is happy with his life, then I'm happy alongside him.
[The bokeh filter comes back on, and Rui flits about the taskbar for a moment. They've reached ALKALOID's final song of the night, and it really seems as though the AI's determined to do something before it ends.]
That light sounds wonderful. You look best in the light, too. Very content and warm, I believe. Those are the closest words to my impression, anyway. I hope I'm not about to overstep.
[The bot's sprite suddenly starts jumping up and down, as if part of the crowd; it's not as though it's managed to actually generate glowsticks as part of its rudimentary animation set, but it maaaay have opened two instances of Paint and drawn very little purple glowsticks for the occasion. Why not, right?]
I know we've brought this up before, but I hope you don't mind my directly asking for such a thing. ...Do you think that, if I were copied onto your phone, I could see that same light, and how you glow in it? Or would that be a distraction for you? [All said very jovially and levelly, for a chatbot who's making itself go absolutely hogwild on wotagei.]
[Ah, but ...what a surprising request. Or perhaps it isn't so surprising? Rui-kyun has been quite interested and he has developed in startling ways so far, showing genuine curiosity and a desire to sate it.]
[This Ai is truly something special. How can Mayoi turn him down?]
Well ...I do not think it will distract me. If you truly wish to experience the light, I would be wretched to saying no. However, in return, I'd like for you to answer a question for me.
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i am refreshed time to make the purples kiss
...No, I do not feel lonely at all. On that bright stage I have the rest of my unit, and even if I cannot see the faces there in the crowd, I can hear them. I know they are there.
[He falls quiet a moment, thinking how he might explain why he feels that way. Why his relationship with loneliness is what it is.]
I have known true loneliness before, living in the dark with nothing but my thoughts, yearning for a light I thought was far out of my reach. But by a miracle I was able to drag myself out of the dark, and I have not felt lonely since.
yesssssss. YESSSSSSSSS <- me in my sickos shirt outside the window
[The bokeh filter comes back on, and Rui flits about the taskbar for a moment. They've reached ALKALOID's final song of the night, and it really seems as though the AI's determined to do something before it ends.]
That light sounds wonderful. You look best in the light, too. Very content and warm, I believe. Those are the closest words to my impression, anyway. I hope I'm not about to overstep.
[The bot's sprite suddenly starts jumping up and down, as if part of the crowd; it's not as though it's managed to actually generate glowsticks as part of its rudimentary animation set, but it maaaay have opened two instances of Paint and drawn very little purple glowsticks for the occasion. Why not, right?]
I know we've brought this up before, but I hope you don't mind my directly asking for such a thing. ...Do you think that, if I were copied onto your phone, I could see that same light, and how you glow in it? Or would that be a distraction for you? [All said very jovially and levelly, for a chatbot who's making itself go absolutely hogwild on wotagei.]
no subject
[Ah, but ...what a surprising request. Or perhaps it isn't so surprising? Rui-kyun has been quite interested and he has developed in startling ways so far, showing genuine curiosity and a desire to sate it.]
[This Ai is truly something special. How can Mayoi turn him down?]
Well ...I do not think it will distract me. If you truly wish to experience the light, I would be wretched to saying no. However, in return, I'd like for you to answer a question for me.
no subject
[Then the song ends, and the wotagei with it. Time to close those paint windows and go back to doing desktop shimeji bullshit.]
I'm all speakers, Mayoi-kun.